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Fantasy Fulfillment out of love instead of desire for $-I was on a bad road
FANTASIES STAY IMAGINARY 2/9/18 I was proud to be an open minded provider who applied the intimate lessons to personal life. I had learned that men constantly thought of sex and wanted to have sex with just about anyone. I wanted to match my mindset to what I had learned about the sexual appetite of…
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Boy or Girl?
“Are you a boy or a girl?” The first time a man pulled over to the curb and asked me this question in Downtown Honolulu I was more than a little offended. Was he trying to say I was ugly? I angrily asserted that I was a woman, just maybe a little tired from “runnin’…
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Hooker Moral Code About Hidden Cameras
Many people have asked about my experiences with hidden cameras. Some wantedme to install hidden cameras for their pleasure. Based on my observations (my observations are the info source for all of these posts, not actual facts) people who know each other never sought to watch each other having sex. For some reason, the idea…
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Female Enemies Are Not Necessarily Lesbian Lovers, To Answer A Common Question About my Bleach Throwing Neighbor and Me

Not all fighting is due to sexual tension
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An X-Hooker Looks at Republican Economic Policy, Reaganomics and Trumponomics (my word)
MY OPINIONS ARE JUST THAT–OPINIONS, NOT NECESSARILY FACTS When I was a kid the president of the United States was Ronald Reagan. As I remember things, there was something called trickle down economics. And I’m just giving you what I remember, I’m not looking up actual facts because I want you to get it as…
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Strippers and Hookers are very different
People sometimes use the words interchangeably, as if there is no difference between a stripper and a hooker. Sexuality is involved in both professions along with face to face interactions. To assume that similarity equals equivalency is common. But that assumption could not be further from the truth. The fact is that we look at…
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Me Versus Bleach Throwing Neighbor–Video After her Arraignment and Plea July 1, 2019
I recorded this video immediately after I came from court. My bleach throwing neighbor had arraignment and Plea, that’s where the court tells the defendant the charge and s/he has a chance to ask questions about the charge. The defendant enters a day, seems like “not guilty” is mandatory, and the trial date is set.…
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Instant Addict Friends–How addiction combats the isolation of cyber “friendships”
I thought I was lonely and friendless bc of some internal flaw. Maybe. But maybe not. My loneliness could be a product of the flaws in modern society. My informal research shows that in today’s world we spend our time in meaningless sub-social (my word) interactions mediated by a screen. Texting instead of calling. Facebooking…
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My Neighbors found out about my x-hooker status and accused me of contributing to a stranger’s suicide
In 2016, I discovered that my neighbors believed I had something to do with s non resident entering the building and jumping to his death from the 19th floor. He was not known to anyone in the building and was not visiting anyone. In response to this tragedy, management posted notices informing residents to be…
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Illegal solicitations look like this (warning: adult language)
I received this message today June 29, 2019 from an unknown number. When I call the number a computer generated female voice informs me that “the text mail subscriber is unavailable.” My blog contact info is easy to get bc I want to hear from fans. Ok, “fans” is a bit of an overstatement. I…
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Direct Link to: How to tell if drugs are controlling you
https://harvardxhookrinhi.wordpress.com/2019/06/29/how-to-tell-if-drugs-are-controlling-you/
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“Harvard”↘Homeless, My Process
Had I been aware of how to take an inventory of how I spent my time, I would have been surprised at what an hour by hour time log revealed. The truth, hidden in plain sight was that getting high was how I spent my time
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The first 26 seconds
I finally did a video snippet. It took me an hour. For that? You’ll wonder why it took so long. It’s not good but it is something, which beats nothing every day of the week and twice on Sunday. That’s the link to my simple intro!
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Twitter helped this wordy x-hooker
I had no idea how right people were when they told me I talked too much. Then I encountered Twitter’s character limit. Why use one word when 10 will do? Thanks Twitter! You taught me how to cut myself off so no one else has to. Lol!
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Hooker Loving Crazies Come in All Shapes

Here is a story of a guy from 2006 who still wants to use and abuse me in 2019. Hooker status never ends as far as some are concerned
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As a Hooker I Found Many Types of Crazy Men Different from the Stereotypical Misogynist
AS A HOOKER I DISCOVERED MANY FORMS OF CRAZINESS I had always imagined that men who hired prostitutes to abuse them were rapists. Untrue! Abuse comes in many different forms of outward expression of the inner goal to take satisfaction in causing pain. I just heard from an old trick. I met this man in…
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The Respectable Harvard X-Hooker Defined Her Purpose in This 2017 Mission Musing
I want to create a cyberspace that people can find commonality with others. I goal is for people to relate to ideas and attitudes not actual people. Confidentiality is sacred to me. I am honored people feel free to share the questions they dare not publicly ask. I want people to tell me about their…
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So What Brings You Here? 12/23/17
I had back to back appointments one busy night there was a client who took one look at me and said, “Wow…You’re beautiful. I just want to look at you,” which is what he did from a chair six feet away for an uncomfortable hour. Ninety minutes later I met a client who took one…
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Hooker Hack #3: The Fragility of Joy
Hooker Hack #3: Joy is a gift from God, but a fragile gift. No matter how powerful the joy, something or someone can steal it in an instant, and joy will disappear from your heart and mind as if it never existed. Grief is stronger. Unlike joy, no one can steal it from you or…

